Today when I woke up I realized that I don't believe in god like most ppl and in that doing so, I would feel like I was deceiving myself. So if God is out of the question, how do I cope with the big life questions? I realize that I believe in people, in human strength. It's a hopeless group most of the time but it's the most real I feel. Afterall, it was humans who developed systems of communications, who learned to read the sky and the land, or who developed religion for their own coping. We are capable of the most horrific acts and at the same time, we can be the most seflless. I studied people in college, I observed and became people through acting, and now I work to improve people's lives. It's like a whole process that has been taking place since I was born.
