so the opening nite was yesterday. after a month and a half of rehearsing and hard work the day finallly came, n i was great! i didnt forget my lines and everything. my mom and brother came yesterday but my boyfriend couldnt. had a car accident. i know im not supposed to feel sad....but i really wanted him to come.
sometimes i feel like im just his gf....his family doesnt know me...i feel excluded..but im giving him time...now after the accident his family is mad at him so i dont think they wanna meet me. and he probably doesnt want to bring my subject up to them. i sigh and sigh because other ppl (like freddY) seem to care more about me than he does..and im starting to wonde if this is really gonna work...i mean we only have 3 and ahalf months...but he hasnt even tried to introduce me to them. is he really that scared about them? thats not the kind of partner i want....not really...im so sad...
i should be excited about my play but all i seem to think about is our relationship..
i hope he comes to see me on tuesday....and i hope this relationship doesnt get damaged for lack of time from both parties......i love him.
